"Did you fart in front of the fan?"

This past weekend was good. Surrounded by lovely people can always bring less stress to the mind. I was very close to buying a pack a cigarettes last week, but I eventually resisted taking that way out.  I am still consistently playing the piano, but all of the songs I play are pretty depressing.  But like Amy said, "sad songs are the best." They are.

Dillion's was overwhelmed with people on Friday, so our group migrated to Brian's house for beerpong. Sunday was an all day work out, which included rock climbing for the first half and trampolines for the second. As a result, my arms are sore as I am typing this post.  A lot of triumphs and laughter were shared that day.

Turn down the lights.

This should be a nice little month.  Good faces are all home with lots of events lined up.  I'm pretty excited.  

The search continues.

Marty and I will continue to search for the third person.

Speed of Soundw/ Marty

It's been a long day.

But I can't sleep. My mind won't seem to stay focused.

Past events have ruined the way I handle things now, and it feels like I can't move past it. It's been a series of recycled events and it's impeding my progress. To be honest, I don't have that confidence anymore because I have never experienced that relationship. Two months was the longest, and even that was a petty attempt. Others come and go, but two of them managed to leave a mark. I guess I just had a bad start, so the starting line will always be intimidating to me.

So what am I trying to say? No idea, I just want some sleep.

I still live for sound.

I will start blogging regularly again, promise.

I went rock climbing the other day with Joce. It was intimidating at first, but satisfying towards the end.  I am looking forward to go again with the group, maybe I'll end up coming out with a membership.  I visited Marty's new place in Huntington with Brian and Stephen.  We had more drinks than we had anticipated and ended up spending the night there.  Kiss From a Rose and Hotel California were the theme songs for the night.  Lawrence came home yesterday, and Courtney will be coming home next week. =)