For once in my life,

it's going to feel real good.

I have spent the past weekend at work. I saw my coworkers more than my mother, more than my friends. It was quite a change in my routine, and it couldn't have happened at a better time. I needed to recuperate, mentally of course. Although I was in a working environment, my mind was at ease. It allowed me to think things clearly, allowing me to think it through. Having conversations with some co-workers got me thinking of what direction I am heading, if I even have a direction, that is. And my mind also wondered to the subject of my friends. I don't know what is wrong, but I have this eerie feeling that is growing slowly. I have been noticing some negative attributes amongst my friends, and it makes me wonder if I myself have these qualities as well. Whatever it is, I feel much better now thinking about it. Having a full weekend of socially excluding myself from my personal life helped.

It was Sonic's birthday yesterday, and I wonder how he is doing now.
It was my father's birthday last week, and I was able to go through that day just fine. Good for me.

San Francisco this weekend. The Hippie capitol, the city of love.

For once in my life, I feel much older than I am.