Whoa there, buddy.

      Let's take a step back and slow down a bit.  Why is there such a rush to get everything done?  There is no deadline, and no one is counting on you, so why are you in a hurry?  I know times aren't at their best right now, and you can't seem to find a fitting job to settle down with.  Money isn't flowing in like how they used to be, but you out of all people should know how manage that.  You studied in finance! Manage your finances like how you manage your life.  Sort out the commodities and the investments.  Stressing in every you do is very unhealthy to your body and mind.

     Things will turn around soon buddy, I've got your back even when know one else does.  Don't feel so down, please.  Your mother has been very lonely, you should take her out sometime.  Go learn some new instruments, go meet some new faces.  Wait, why are you still single?  All the people around you have been constantly reminding you that fact, and I know; its very annoying.  But they are sort of right, it's been awhile since you've had that feeling for someone.  You are just at the wrong places at the wrong time.  Just remember to walk with a positive attitude and with good posture.  Who knows, maybe its already there, but its just dormant.

     So what if you don't know what direction you are heading?  Nobody does, even if they think they do.  Don't focus on the future, and don't linger on the past.  Even if mother is constantly pushing you to take those steps, try to remain calm and steady.  She is everything to you.  When you lose something permanently, the other one becomes twice as valuable.  Don't stop now, buddy. You are still young, even though the old jokes are slowly coming in.  You have friends, right?  Go to them, don't hold it all to yourself.  But I know you, and I know you will never let it out.  Let's just take a step back, and realize what you have, not what you are missing.

The world is waiting for you, but you have been waiting for the world.

Your Friend, 
Wavid.