Get it all together man.

I've been so moody lately. I'd swear it's as if I am going through my menstruation period.

My mind can't seem to stay focus. As if my mind was a radio that can never broadcast a single station clearly, but always hearing multiple neighboring stations all at once. It gets very confusing at times, more or less frustrating because the materials being broadcast becomes repetitive. Just like any mainstream radio station, you simply get tired of hearing the same lectures, lessons, and lifeless values. In the meantime, I'll keep dialing random frequencies rotating the antenna, in hopes of finding my channel.

My body is the radio, and my mind is the material being broadcast.
It will only work when there's an audience.

She lives in beauty.

Marty and I finally finished writing our first jingle.

Enjoy.

Bromosa

Shout out loud.

I haven't been to a show in a very long time. It felt comfortable to be in that environment again today. Saw three great live performances today, one of which was a pleasant surprise. Young the Giants played a song that I knew very well, a song that I once covered myself. Only to find out that this band was actually the same band that I used to like (changed band name), I finally saw them live without even knowing. Shout Out Louds and Minus The Bear were both flawless, making me more inspired.

Today was a good day overall, school was a positive for once when I received my grades for two projects and a quiz. Aced everything, fuck yea.

Bromosa

Marty and I have been working pretty hard on this one. It's coming together pretty nicely. We spent two consecutive nights in polishing our parts. Although Marty has been writing songs for years now, this one will be my very first.

I haven't been hanging out with people much lately, mainly due to scheduling conflicts I guess. I grow more and more tired when I plan things now. I will ease out a bit and just go along with other people's ideas and plans, that is, if they invite me. I'm going to the Improv at Ontario Mills with Brian and Amy this upcoming Sunday, that should be fun.

These last few weeks of school won't be as stressful as they were last month. Gah, I still can't believe that I will be finishing up college three weeks from now. A lot of my friends have been going through the motion of ending college and "entering the new world." Majority of those emotions are usually sad with a recollection of nostalgia. I believe it is rubbing off on me, I'm starting to sense that emotion, and it is simply too overwhelming for me to stay calm.

Blarg Blarg.

I have never been in love, but I was sure close to it.

I think I may have realized what to write in my Keep Calm and Carry On journal.

I'm up to no good.

The revised version of what I last posted, with the help of Marty.

Two

One more month.

I gave my last business presentation today, it was surprisingly really well. The only feedback that the professor advised to me was that I was lacking in confidence. In my head, I quickly digested that suggestion and concluded that it was that same reason I didn't get the job at Enterprise.

One more month and I'll be done with school.

I'll always look out for you.

Sparks

Bear with me here.

I'm losing perseverance and no one seems to be helping.

I thought I had it.

So I didn't get the job at Enterprise. Naturally, I am pretty disappointed. There must be something I am doing wrong in my interviews. I seriously thought this was it, I thought I was going to call it quits at Dick's. But I guess I was wrong. Back to the grind.

I've been recording again. Here's one of them.

Sunday Morning

One by one...

...we are all graduating. It was Courtney's turn this time around. Such a beautiful ceremony in Malibu, placed on a hilltop overseeing the pacific ocean. I am proud of you Courtney.






I was overwhelmingly tired on my drive home. I noticed myself swerving into shoulder lanes, so I decided to take a pit stop at a location I can't recall anymore. All I can remember was that I walked into some fancy wine store that was having some sort of wine tasting event going on. I used their restroom and left, haha. After a 30 min nap, I continued my drive home.

I got pretty drunk the night of. Some of those pictures will stay in my camera where they belong, haha.