It ain't that bad.

This whole ordeal with no computer/internet isn't so bad. I am doing rather fine in filling my time with other activities. Halloween is next week, I might actually dress up this year and attend a party. I haven't gone to a Halloween party in years. My class will be dressing up on Friday, I will be bringing my camera for that.

I opened up both a debit and credit card with Chase. I am slowly building my credit.

I am still waiting on the final preparations with the new job

Rose and it's Thorn.

That's the name of the song I wrote yesterday. It's rather folky, I'm not sure if I like it.

I think I landed my second job as well. I am going to be a SES Tutor. They pay extremely well and I hope this all works out.

I also got cited for a Fix It Ticket the other day for my front license plate and my front tinted windows.

I hate last minute flakers.

As for my current job, I've realized that these people will be the nicest co-workers I will ever work with.

That's all for now.

Home, Work, P90x, Home

Things have been very quiet and simple lately. I just play guitar, watch old movies, work out, and work. I thank Brian and Glenn for letting me use the internet whenever necessary.

I have a job interview coming up on Wednesday. It's another tutoring position. Hopefully it becomes my second job, that way it will keep me occupied for the time being. I am slowly repaying my credit card and bills, while also saving up for a computer for Black Friday.

I haven't been seeing that many faces lately, just the few people that have been consistent. Halloween is coming up soon, I don't know what I'll be doing, let alone dressing up.

I might as well.

So my laptop has finally given up on me. It won't start back up without it freezing. So all I have is about 30 minutes of online time a day, which is spent at Glenn's house before I head to work. I use that time to check my mail, my bank, and my facebook. No more surfing and lurking. I'll buy a new laptop on Black Friday, with the money I don't have.

I'll use this time to do things that I have pushed back on. Perhaps improving on my guitar or piano, or on my photography.

Note to self.

The past should be treated as an experience, not a burden.

Please do me a favor.

All the negative emotions that have been bestowed upon you should not be released on others. If you want to release it out into the world, I will be glad to be the one who will help you resolve the tension. But don't just expect us to understand what's going on by putting out your attitude without warning. I have my own problems to deal with and I would love for someone to share with me the ranting in a conversation. Control your temper, let other things and people with good vibes help tame it. Don't ruin their good run because you are having a bad one.

And we'll linger on.

Always Be My Baby

It's cold outside.

The sound of raindrops help me relax, it helps me mediate back to being content. Although I am financially destitute, I am enjoying the littlest things in life.