As ironic as this might sound, but the cold winter weather tends to give me the warmth feeling that the summer can never give. This tends to be the season where you will feel both loved and unloved, both at the very far end of the extremes. It tends to be emotional and it tends to be very nostalgic, either way, it usually results with memorable moments.I need to take my camera out more often, I've been too selfish to not bring it out for it to see what I am seeing. I need to go back to my piano, which sounds much more beautiful during winter. I need to start saving up some money, so I can start shopping for Christmas. Don't worry friends, I won't let this financial destitute ruin any chance of showing you my gratitude.
I've been thinking about him lately, I'm not sure why, but it hurts. I love my mom, I really do. I would do many things just to know that she is happy and safe. If anything is to ever happen to her, I would lose all connection to sense and love. I'm scared, of a lot a things. My mom deserves a lot more than what she has been dealing with, and I am trying really hard to fix that, but I can only do so much. Things will get better though, I know it will.
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