I can't seem to describe how I am feeling right now. All I can say is that I am not as content as I had anticipated.
This past month has given me quite a bitter taste of the real world. I never really explained what my role was in this company. Let me have this last chance to lay out my duties for me to remember this short chapter of my life. I was the receivings supervisor, where I was to manage about twelve warehouse workers as well as maintaining customer relations to customers across the states, mainly New York. I was also the inbound and outbound coordinator, where I was to schedule all freight that comes in and out of our warehouse as well as organizing our inventory in our computer systems. I was later given the responsibility to direct our drivers where to move each container every morning. I report to four people. I was driving 80 miles per day, spending about 3 hours per day on the freeway. I had a total of six days off in the last month. I took my only paycheck of $1,600, in return, I gave them my two weeks notice.
I was unhappy, and many of you might noticed it. My mother did, and she was being supportive of my decision. Both my brothers, however, were not. I have extreme contrasting emotions right now. I feel lighter, and I feel sane again. But I also feel irresponsible, and immature. I would've never thought that I would just quit a job without having a back up plan. I don't have one this time.
Wells Fargo never replied back, and from what my brother is telling me, it seems like I have failed again. It's the third time I have been rejected by them, what a shame. The only bright side to all of this is that I have time to spend with my mom and that I will be camping as planned in August. But all of this freedom can only last for a limited time, I will be in need of a job in a month's time. I never had much saved up, I pay for all the utilities in this house. I also pay for my auto insurance, cell phone plan, and for my Altima. I am overall disappointed in myself.
My last day to work was set for this Friday as I requested, but my boss emailed me back and said that I don't have to come to work starting tomorrow. So today was my last day and I didn't even know it. So there it is, I am free guys. I have been working for 10 years, and now I am unemployed. No school and no work, doesn't sound too bad, haha.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
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