I am often curious to see how much my friendship weighs in value from the perspective of my friends. A lot of you give off that nonchalant emotion that simply fills me with frustration. It might be unintentional, and I might be acting immature, but I am doing much more than any of you in keeping whatever closeness we have.
I have also been ill-tempered lately when I plan out events. People take it for granted and they only acknowledge my actions if something goes wrong. We all celebrate when it all goes according to plan, but I am the one to blame when something goes unfortunate.
This message is to a lot of people, not to one person, or to one group. I usually do not say or view these things about my friends, but my mind has been all over the place lately, and none of you are helping. I am disappointed in myself in writing this.
I wanted to leave a lot earlier, but that would've spoiled the vibe for a rest of the group. I stayed as long as I could.
Too keep it simple, if you simply do not care about my hospitality towards our relationship, then I will no longer waste my fucking time.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
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