Taking initiative.

The recent trend of my blog posts can give you an idea as to how dull my life has been.  Sadly to say, I didn't expect it as a result mainly from money.  The cause and effect of me not having money forces me to be unable to plan events.  But without it, I finally came into a realization that I was the only one who gave effort to hang out.  There are, however, a good handful of friends that constantly keep in touch with me.  But for the others, I gave them phone calls here and there to say a gentle hello.  But it is always me that takes initiative.