This bad quality of mine.

I'm not sure what it was that made me this way, but I need to grow up.

I get somewhat attached to people. Some bonds are of course stronger than others. For some reason, I get that unique connection with certain people and I ultimately give that person my full trust. I slowly make myself completely vulnerable. Not a second thought in my mind, I end up believing that the other person would feel the same. Very childish and a very bad quality of mine. Maybe it's the remnants of when my father left me that caused me to have this phobia of companionship. I fear being neglected, and I fear being left behind.

This results with it being unfair to those who I am friends with. It gives them an extra burden that they do not need. I get bitter and complicated when I sense someone leaving me, which in reality is stupid because they aren't. I'm still young.