A quarter years old.

I was genuinely content with life on Saturday night.  Thank you all so much for showing up to Yard House.  I couldn't have asked for a better turn out of friendly faces and good vibes.  I haven't gotten this drunk in a very long time, and as a result of that, I might have gotten too loveydubey with some of you, haha. It marks the first time that I can not for the life of me remember the last hours of the night. Thank you for all the birthday wishes, pictures, drinks, gifts, hugs, and joy.

Of all the money that e'er I had,

I spent it in good company.

And all the harm that e'er I've done,

Alas! it was to none but me.

And all I've done for want of wit

To mem'ry now I can't recall

So fill to me the parting glass

Good night and joy be with you all.

It feels like Winter.

I was scheduled to work on my birthday, but I had requested to get off a little early.  Vanessa was done with work about an hour before me, so I told her to just go to my house since it is only five minutes away.  When she had texted me saying that she was in my room, I was ready to just leave work right then and there.  I'll admit, I might have maintained ten miles above the speed limit the whole drive home.  I rushed upstairs as soon as I entered the house, and there she was was, sitting there with Lilly and Calvin.

My ceiling was decorated with streamers and on my bed was a giant wrapped box tied with balloons.  I told the kids to leave the room for a little bit so I can open the gift with Vanessa alone.  I quickly ripped up the wrapping and opened the box to find a red balloon covered with hearts floating up.  As it hit the ceiling of my room, at my eye level was something attached to the string of the balloon.  They were tickets, and with a closer glance, they were tickets to Ed Sheeran!  Even Vanessa was surprised at how perfect it came out, haha.  Thank you darling, you clever little wookie.

She then took me out to dinner in Downtown Claremont. She told me it was one of her favorite restaurants, but I already knew where we were going, ;).  We went to Viva Madrid, a petite and a cozy decorated Spanish restaurant.  I never had authentic Spanish food before, so she led the way with the menu.  With sangria, five tapas and an entree, our tummies were satisfied. Thank you for everything love, you have made this my best birthday in twenty five years.

Cover up and cuddle.

It's Christmas Eve today. It's not even Christmas yet, but I am calling this one out as my favorite. It's pretty obvious as to why, but this year is going to be one of the first in a long while to end in a high note.

Vanessa came over yesterday. She brought over her gifts and wrapping materials and we spent nearly three hours wrapping and decorating them all, finishing just in time for our pre-Xmas dinner.  We met up with Braimy and Lawrence for Korean BBQ. I believe we did work at that place, considering the fact that we devoured four full plates of meat and three bottles of soju. We digested our meals outside my car and exchanged gifts! I got two sweaters, a hipster iPhone case, a watch, and more Polaroid film! Thanks buddies, we should make this Korean BBQ a yearly Xmas tradition haha.

Beneath the winter snow

Krystal and I managed to cover a song within our conflicting schedules.  This one is done just in time for the winter weather!  Enjoy.

Winter Song

Another one gone.

Found out that I failed another interview today. To make it worst, it's the second time this company rejected me. Oh well, next!

Lawrence and I started up our gaming nights again, with the new game being Saints Row 2. We play as ourselves in a city run by ridiculously themed gangs. Ill always find time to enjoy these game nights with Lawry.

Vanessa and I ventured out to Hollywood yesterday. We dropped my mom off at a relatives house and the two of us went to the heavily tourist attracted boulevard. We did some people watching, Xmas shopping, and ended with a dessert break.

Later that night we did our first arts and crafts night together. We bought materials from Jo-Anne's and made our Christmas sweaters for Erin's upcoming party. They are nearly complete and it is turning out to be rather cute haha. Pictures will come soon.

That's my guestimate

I went to my first NFL game yesterday!  It was the Chargers against the Bengals at the beautiful Qualcomm Stadium in San Diego.  Vanessa found us an all day event that was hosted by Slater's 50/50.  We got to Slater's in Huntington Beach around 7:45 in the morning and the festivities began.  We got complimentary breakfast burritos and what we also thought was complimentary mimosas.  Around 9.15, the charter bus arrived and with a full bus of charger fans, we were ready to take off!  More beers were had during the ride up and more "bets" were made, haha.

"I know the stadium is gonna be over that hill, it looks familiar!"
"Baby, we aren't even going over that hill, we are turning left right now."

Tailgating was fun as well.  We had about two more hours to keep up our pregaming.  We were served our complimentary Slater burgers, which was fucking delicious!  A few moments after I devoured my food, Vanessa and I went to look for Erin and Matt.  Matt's uncle recognized me from afar since Erin gave him a heads up that a red looking Asian is coming to find us, haha.  It was good seeing the two of them, especially Matt, since I haven't seen that guy in over three years.  After an hour or so, we went back to our Slater's group and proceeded to head to the game.

I've never seen Vanessa dance so much, lets just say she was dancing at places that wasn't very appropriate lol.  The game was good, first half was very hot because we were at the bleachers, the second half, however, was sneaky.  We decided to leave our group and look for Erin and Matt, which had nearly front row seats.  We weren't sure how to get pass the security that was blocking the entrance to the floor level, but we didn't really care.  When the security finally did block us and asked for tickets, I pretended to search through my bag while Vanessa says, "Erin has it!"  So as I pretended to call Erin, the guard said, "It's okay guys, just go in." Lol it's that easy when you have a pretty girl by your side.  The rest of the game was watched with a closer view, but the Chargers ended up losing the game.

Overall, it was a very fun trip with my love.  There were lots of ups and downs though, I guess I should be used to it when alcohol gets involved though.  There was someone in the group that I had to meet and talk to, and I guess I wasn't ready for it cause I felt extremely uncomfortable.  I got my dear to be mad at me for about an hour yesterday at the game.  I dropped my phone, resulting with a huge crack on the screen.  The ride home and dinner wasn't our shining moment either.  I still don't really understand why it happened that way. You did a little funny/embarrassing situation and you were mad at me for not supporting you.  I guess I'm still learning about you, and about us.

And in silence I watch on from the bastion.
Entranced, I make myself look away.

The Fourth Annual

Two traditions were celebrated this past holiday weekend.  First was the Turkey Bowl, which is the Thanksgiving softball game with the old coworkers of the former employer Chicks/Dicks Sporting Goods.  Just like last year, we all met up at Ayala Park at 7am.  The turnout this year was pretty good, despite missing a few familiar faces.  Of course, racist and stereotypical jokes were made as I am still the token Asian boy. And with the statistic of me hurting a player two years straight, it's pretty obvious that I am the comic relief for the group, haha.  Our team came out as victors and many hugs were given.  I miss working with these guys.

The second tradition would be Wongsgiving.  It marks as the fourth consecutive year that I hosted this formal dinner.  Fourteen people were invited this year and thankfully, they were all able to make it.  Many people couldn't make it for the cocktail portion, but that was expected.  I'm just glad I pushed back the starting time a few hours earlier.  It was a good group of people, like always, and the food was delicious.  Thank you all for cooking/bringing the dishes and beverages.  The weather was extremely cooperative this year, since no one complained about it being cold, haha.  For some reason, setting it up this year was more stressful than usual.  It's mainly my fault for starting the preparations so late.  I seriously considered that this would be the last year I would host such a gathering, but as I sat there at the end of the table watching my friends eating and laughing, it was all worth it.  Happy Thanksgiving everyone, I'm thankful for you guys.

Booooooo!!!

It was our one month anniversary a few days ago, and only eleven weeks since I've known you.  I am still in awe that I am able to call you my darling.  We've both said that it feels like its been longer than just two months, and it's true.  I feel so comfortable around you that it amazes me that it happened so fast.  Everything is going flawless and it scares me. And like you said, "there must be a catch to this somehow."

Both of our families adore this relationship, and I am no longer afraid of your father, :). Our plethora of inside jokes and quirks will never be humorous to anyone else besides the two of us, and I like that.  I would've never pictured myself doing all these cheesy and cliche things to a girl, but I do them willingly for you.

Last night was our third trip to Disneyland.  There hasn't been one bad date with you thus far, and yesterday was no exception.  We didn't get to Disneyland till 5.30pm, and we were at the park for only 6 hours, but it was the perfect amount of time.  From giving "booos" out to being the only ones on the log ride, it is marked as my favorite Disneyland trip ever.  Thank you for everything so far dear, so many more months ahead of us to get mad at each other!

One day weekends.

Ever since my job assigned me cases on Saturdays, I have been taking advantage of my Saturday nights and Sundays much more than I usually do.

We all did power hour last week.  Vanessa and Jennie were the new contestants, joining alongside Braimy, Lawry, and I.  After a game of Apples to Apples, in which my girlfriend decided to let Lawrence win instead of me, we were ready to start powering.  Jennie was the first to tap out, I was the second, and the remaining four finished the whole hour!  This game never fails to bring to a silly state of mind, haha. The next morning, Vanessa and I took Taylor, Tristen, and my Mom to Chuck-e-Cheese!  I remember Mom teaching Vanessa the kid's Chinese names, hahaha.  After dropping my mom and the kids at my brother's house, we headed for Palms Springs.  The car ride there was fun, BFD right?  Noticing the unrealistic Marilyn Monroe statues, we finally got there mid-afternoon, and our first stop was straight to shaved ice (grape and strawberry).  We watched Wreck-it-Ralph and had fishtacos/sliders/jalapeno calamari for dinner at The Matchbox, delicious.

A few Saturday ago, we all did the booze cruise in Newport.  Braimy, Waldena, Lawry, Vanessa and I used our group-on for unlimited drinks on the hour-long cruise!  I was feeling pretty good with four Jack and Cokes, and we all decided to go keep the buzz going at a nearby bar.  It was a fun night watching Vanessa getting interrogated by Jena and Amy, and bumping into Ricky Alvarado, hahahahaha.  The night ended with half of us at Denny's. After having four hours of sleep, Vanessa and I woke up for Paninis and coffee as we set forth to Disneyland.  There, we met up with my family, and it was Vanessa's first time meeting my brothers and the kids.  (Tristen's twitching head, Taylor's walking the crowd to give us tootsie rolls). We squeezed in Buzz Lightyear, Captian EO, Star Tours, It's A Small World, and the Roger Rabbit ride right before dinner time.  We left Disneyland early for Benihana's; it was for my mother's birthday! It was a fun weekend.

My leave of absence

It's been over 3 weeks since my last post. I'm going to regret not blogging during this gap in the future when I look back.

But things are going great, and it looks like it will only get better from here.  Only thing that is impeding this feeling is my job.  The kids are the only variable that is keeping this all together.  Unfortunately, I've been back on the grind in search for a full-time position.  My family has been persistent with reminding me that my current job will not give the health benefits that I need.  So it looks like I'll be getting interviewed some more again.

Also, I haven't recorded nor have I taken any photographs in a long while as well.  I will definitely get back to those after Thanksgiving.  I have, however, been constantly playing music still, so that is a relief.  In the meantime, I've got Wongsgiving to worry about!

"It's clobbering time!"

This past weekend was the long awaited "Halloween weekend."  Despite how much we've talked about it, it still managed to sneak up on us.  The batman theme was a success!

Lawrence - 60's Batman
Brian - Batman Beyond
Amy - Batwoman
Waldo - The Dark Knight
Jena - Catwoman
Marty - Hipster Robin
Myself - Hipster Batman

Pictures and more details here - http://chonglawrence.blogspot.com/2012/10/nananananananana.html#more

This past weekend had its ups and downs, but overall it was pretty eventful.  Lets just say that I am glad I didn't throw that punch.

Twenty four hours

I haven't stayed up for this long for quite some time. It's really hard for me to take in this information without letting it bother me. I need to grow the fuck up. I also made a huge lie, and now I'm paying for it. Not only is it embarrassing, but I've tainted your trust to me. What a disaster of an ending.

The Goofy walk.

I made my first visit to Disneyland in over six years.  I'm sure I will catch up on all the excitement fairly soon since I've purchased the annual pass, :).  Despite the overabundance of people at the park, I didn't mind the waiting at all.  It was our first full day together and I enjoyed every minute of it.  We decided to just focus on California Adventure for the whole day, ending it with World of Color.  We were able to ride Toy Story (in which I won!), watch the Aladdin show, discover that I resemble closest to Nemo, voiced-over Beauty and the Beast, ride Monster's Inc and Little Mermaid, meet an Australian couple on the Ferris Wheel, and have a near-death experience at some Goofy ride.  World of Color was pretty amazing, it made me want to watch all the Disney movies again.  But it was then where I asked her the question.  I've been waiting for an opportunity the whole day, and it seemed fitting right then and there.

Vanessa Navarro is my girlfriend!

No Fast-Food Diet #2

So I've decided to quit fast food for a brief amount of time.  I am aiming for six months this time.  And given that I was able to do five months last year, this goal seems relatively reachable.  So far I am two weeks into the diet, and I have yet to feel the dire urge to go.  Let's keep this up!  Since I can't seem to motivate myself to go to the gym, I figured this can be a starting point in increasing my health, haha.

It's Now or Never

We met our respective parents this past weekend.  She had invited me to a horse show in which her family is competing in.  I met her mom for the first time there; as well as her aunts, uncles, and family friends.  They were all very welcoming, and despite how nervous I was, I felt comfortable rather quickly.  From what she has told me, I think I passed the test. :).

Yesterday was her turn.  She came over to my house with a bottle of Stella Rosa on one hand, flowers on the other, all for my mother, :).  With "Hello" and "Thank You" being the only words that were exchanged, I think it went pretty well, haha.  We had a second bottle of red wine for ourselves, and I took her to my room.  I was never self-conscious about showing off my room, but yesterday night was a first.  Luckily, she liked everything.  From my instruments to my pictures, she would sweetly compliment as we slowly indulge our wine.  ("Mom? Mom!!!") I've never felt this completely stress-less and relaxed in a long long time.  With the Beatles and Elvis playing on my record player, the night turned out perfect.

"You're a good girl, good night."

Roller-coaster of a ride.

I witnessed something so sad yesterday that it made me nearly speechless for two hours.  Rest in peace, Boba. Although I've only met you twice, I've heard countless cute stories about you and saw a plethora of pictures of you playing.  She loved you very much and she is constantly thinking about you.

Contrary to the sad news, my mom told me today that I am going to be an Uncle again for the 5th time.  That's right, Jason has done it again.  Another cycle will continue with a newborn in the family!

From ear to ear.

So she forwarded this to me.  Her mom posted this, resulting with a huge smile on my face.

I've been caught.

I have written one of the most cheesiest blog posts in my life the other day.  When it was finally finished, I published it without giving it a second thought.  After two minutes or so, I went back and deleted the post, destroying all evidence.  But for those of you who actually caught a glimpse of it, don't be mad.  All I was trying to say is that I am happy.

Giraffe and Wookie

I played her a song today, and I messed up every five seconds.  My voice was shaky and I couldn't remember the lyrics for the life of me.  I have never been so nervous and reckless around a girl before, but she manages to bring it out in me with ease.  Have fun in Hawaii, dear.

Long-awaited engagement.

Two months ago, Waldo burdened me with a secret so heavy that I'm sure it caused me to have anxiety attacks.  He told me about the ring, the date, and the plan.  I was way too excited for it, even Waldo himself was worried about me not being able to keep this quiet, haha.

They have been dating for as long as I have known the guy.  To think that they are now engaged is still baffling to me.  Either way, I am extremely happy for these two and I can't wait for the wedding.  YEA WALDO!

Braimy Bash 2012

I've had the luxury of celebrating this combo birthday for three years straight now.  The destination for this year was San Diego.  Despite it being only two days and one night, we still managed to do a lot.  Marty and I were the last to arrive, but we caught up with their intoxication levels pretty quickly.  After five shots of Hypnotiq and two shots of Jager, we invaded the infamous Gaslamp District.  That place was extremely populated with bars and drunks, which was pretty awesome. There, I met Sinead O'Connor, who took my phone away and forced me to dance for 5 seconds.  The next day was the Intervention pool club.  The place was pretty packed and the pool was outrageously small.  Marty and I agreed that it wasn't our "scene" haha. Despite the blazing hot sun, it was fun to see everyone dancing and enjoying themselves.  Especially Briamy, they looked like they were having a blast.  Marty and I left home early to ultimately make our long awaited "bears". 

I spent way more than I had originally planned to. Maybe 3 times more, yikes! Let's save up again.

They don't grow into the air.

In the midst of all the faces that have been coming and going, she caught my eye.  I'm happy to have waited this long. 

The road of therapy.

My supervisors and I got in trouble last week because we didn't follow "company protocol."  It resulted with us three sitting in the meeting room being scolded by the head honcho.  It was actually pretty funny in hindsight.  Despite getting in trouble, work has been going steady.  I'm gotten even closer with certain families and they would always invite me out to their events.  This is definitely becoming more than just work now, especially when you know the ins and outs of each family.  They recently placed me in two cases which involves working on Saturdays.  I'm not sure how I feel about that, but I really have no choice in the matter haha.  A lot of therapists are leaving, and turnover rate has been increasing.  I'm not sure how I can handle telling the families when the day comes for me to leave.  

The Civil Wars

Man, this will be the third song I am covering from this folk duo.  But this one is pretty solid, I think.  Good work with the harmonizing, Krystal.

Twenty Years

 

Compare and Contrast

I think I found my new style.

Give me attention.

Give me some time.

Dangerous

Throwback Thursday #2

This goes back to early 2008.  It was sometime during the Spring, my guess would be April.  I was getting relatively close and comfortable with this girl.  We went to shows and shopped for records together.  We had similar taste in music and she seemed like a genuine sweetheart.  There was a party in the upcoming weekend being held by a mutual friend of ours.  We frequently texted each other that day to see if we were both going to meet at the party, and we did.  I went with a pretty fun pact: Brian, Glenn, Andrew, and Jesse.  I shotgunned my first beer that night, and I remembered clearly how refreshing that felt.  An hour into the party, I found her dancing with her girlfriends.  We talked and we made some drinks at the bar.  Eventually we had to keep our own friends company so we split up for awhile.

I remember coming out of the restroom and hearing my name being yelled by two girls.  I turned over and I saw two very welcoming faces, Hannah and Jennie!   We were all shocked to be at the same party, and we mingled at the den.  A few minutes later I looked upstairs to notice the host of the party dragging her into his room. It wasn't aggressive of course, and they were obviously messing around, but I remember her leaving the room a few minutes after. However, I got frustrated when I saw that happening, and I just simply continued drinking.

I tried texting her to come see me, but there was no reply.  I then joined my group of friends that were sitting in a circle on the front lawn.  The alcohol eventually caught up to me and I was starting to get sloppy. I then decided to walk on top of a brick wall, bordered by a metal fence.  I remember Jesse's voice from below saying, "be careful, man / come down, dude." I ignored him, and of course, I slipped.  I arm was caught on the fence before I was able to reach the floor.  Jesse caught me, and we went back to the circle.

Two minutes in, I noticed that it was wet under my right arm.  I put my left arm under the shirt and when it came back out, the guys around me gasped.  It was a lot of blood, and I still couldn't feel a thing.  My whole body was numb, I couldn't even sit up straight.  I remember falling to Andrew and he became my support for the night. This whole time I still had her in the back of my mind, paired with disappointment.

I recall Hannah coming out with a glass of water for me, and the guys discussing loudly as to what steps to take next.  We were waiting in the curbside/driveway for some reason, and that's when she finally came out.  Oblivious to what has happened to my arm, she just laughs and says "wow you are more drunk than I am tonight." I quickly replied with "yea that is a first, huh."  Brian, Jesse, and Glenn followed what I said with a "OOOOOOH" as if I purposely burned her and wanted her to look bad.  Her smile disappeared and she immediately turned around and headed back inside the house.

We then left the party, with Jesse driving my car.  I was placed in the back seat, holding my right arm tightly. I was regretting what was said to her, paying no attention to the injury.  The guys stopped by CVS or something, and someone came back with first aid care.  I remember being in front of Andrew's house, with even more first aid care.  Then I was at Glenn's, and he told me to give him my shirt because of all the blood, he said that his mom could remove all of it (which she did).  Then I was back home, stumbling up to my bed. lying there, realizing the mess that occurred.

A few hours later I was woken up to set up for a yardsale, and I also went to an Elton John concert the very same night.  That girl and I never worked out, and all I can do is just laugh about it now with the guys every once in awhile, haha.

P.S. My bed had a significant blood puddle the next day.

The Great White Man

This past weekend was near perfect.  The four months of waiting finally ended.  Despite having a handful of people dropping out a few days prior, the remaining attendees managed to fill up the absences with ease.  The final party was Lawrence, Brian, Amy, Courtney, Jocelyn, and Marty.

The resort was gorgeous, given that fact that we had our own private beach.  We squeezed in plenty of games and activities in the three short days.  

• Swimming at the beach
• King's Cup (Courtney lost)
• Firehouse Brewery
• Walking over a mile for burritos
• Fuck the Dealer (Marty lost)
• 3-way spoonfest singing "Wannabe" by Spice Girls
• Shitty Continental breakfast
• 3 hours of Shark Week with Amy
• Pool with complimentary swimming lessons
• Pizza/pasta lunch with John Cusack
• Kayaking! Capsizing!
• Beach intermission
• Burgerface with Ron Weasley
• Catchphrase
• Power Hour (Lawrence got lucky)
• 2 more hours of Shark Week
• Ales Smith's Brewery
• Stone's Brewery
• Wilson's Winery

I had a very good time. And this is my favorite picture of the weekend.

"Did you fart in front of the fan?"

This past weekend was good. Surrounded by lovely people can always bring less stress to the mind. I was very close to buying a pack a cigarettes last week, but I eventually resisted taking that way out.  I am still consistently playing the piano, but all of the songs I play are pretty depressing.  But like Amy said, "sad songs are the best." They are.

Dillion's was overwhelmed with people on Friday, so our group migrated to Brian's house for beerpong. Sunday was an all day work out, which included rock climbing for the first half and trampolines for the second. As a result, my arms are sore as I am typing this post.  A lot of triumphs and laughter were shared that day.

Turn down the lights.

This should be a nice little month.  Good faces are all home with lots of events lined up.  I'm pretty excited.  

The search continues.

Marty and I will continue to search for the third person.

Speed of Soundw/ Marty

It's been a long day.

But I can't sleep. My mind won't seem to stay focused.

Past events have ruined the way I handle things now, and it feels like I can't move past it. It's been a series of recycled events and it's impeding my progress. To be honest, I don't have that confidence anymore because I have never experienced that relationship. Two months was the longest, and even that was a petty attempt. Others come and go, but two of them managed to leave a mark. I guess I just had a bad start, so the starting line will always be intimidating to me.

So what am I trying to say? No idea, I just want some sleep.

I still live for sound.

I will start blogging regularly again, promise.

I went rock climbing the other day with Joce. It was intimidating at first, but satisfying towards the end.  I am looking forward to go again with the group, maybe I'll end up coming out with a membership.  I visited Marty's new place in Huntington with Brian and Stephen.  We had more drinks than we had anticipated and ended up spending the night there.  Kiss From a Rose and Hotel California were the theme songs for the night.  Lawrence came home yesterday, and Courtney will be coming home next week. =)

Love, tell me what to do.

This is my first recorded song involving more than two people.  I think it sounds pretty sexy.

I Don't Know What to Do


Krystal  - Vocals
Marty - Guitar

Myself - Vocals & Piano

Five month hiatus.

So it's been almost half a year since I have recorded a song.  But I think this is a good one to come back to.

I Want You Back

ft. Krystal Jay Sowles

Two week hiatus.

Music - Marty and I have been diligently working on new tunes (Marty mainly) the past two weeks.  There is a possibility that we will be playing in bars and restaurants next month!

Games - I am still deeply involved in the world of Diablo.  Making new friends in different parts of the world while saving mankind.

Photography - I did a quick photoshoot for Krystin.  I put in very little effort for that shoot and I feel pretty bad about it, and the quality of the pictures can show it.  I also used my last pack of Polaroids last week.  It's been a good five years.

Driving - Despite almost driving off into the pacific ocean, I got into another brief accident with my car this weekend.  I scratched and dented the side of my car from a stationary pole.  I need to be more careful, seriously.

Work - I have six kiddos now. I work about 28 to 30 hours a week now.  A little more wouldn't hurt really.  But what really hurts are these punches one kiddo is giving me.  It's okay though, challenge accepted.

Friends - I had a fabulous Independence Day with my friends this year.  G had a BBQ/Pool party at his place and we all gathered up to play pool beerpong and diving board gymnastics.

Love - Still back and forth, still not easy.
 

Get on with it.

I need to go out and meet new people.
I need to create more experiences.
I need to do something.

Hardest way to learn.

So I almost lost my life yesterday, and I wish I was just exaggerating.  Not only mine, but two more live were within my responsibility as well.  I am truly disappointed in myself, but this will be the last and only time. Sorry if I got you all worried, but in that split second of chaos, you were all in my mind.

Some downtime.

I'm just sitting in my car, waiting for my next case to start. My life is surrounded by children. I had put myself in the midst of all these families with very little experience on what to do. I feel useless at times when things get out of control. And if anything, I just want to be able to support the parents and not have them feel so alone. Watching the parents brings a heavy burden to my heart.

Be careful, I shouldn't be getting too attached.

Whiskey does the job.

Lawrence left today for his last air force training.  We had one classy get together to send him off this past Saturday.  Unlike his first send off party we had years ago, this one was made possible by Briamy.  Thanks to those two, we had a elegant selection of drinks, an open pad, well as a stage for Marty and myself's first musical performance together.  Lots of old faces were gathered up again and I could tell Lawrence was feeling good. I'll see you again in two months buddy.

P.S. After a few times experimenting with Whiskey, I've determined that it does not nearly affect my voice as much as beer would. 

First mobile post.

I have to write this now. My aunt from France came to visit today. She is my father's step sister and my mom hasn't seen her in over 40 years back in Vietnam. Her strikingly similar features of my dad made it very easy for me to spot her out from the bus stop.

She wanted to visit our great aunt, so we made that our first stop. My great aunt lives in a nursing home, due to her disability to walk and the Alzheimer's. My great aunt was sleeping when we got there, so my mom and aunt decided to wait at the patio until she wakes. More relatives show up at the patio and they told me to check if she was awake.

I walked in and the nurse was already strapping her on to the wheelchair. The first thing said to me was "who are you?" I told her my name in Chinese. Then she asked me when I was getting married, haha. Her Alzheimer's are pretty severe as she constantly forgets even her closest relatives. But the next part is what led me to write this post.

As I wheeled her out to patio to meet everyone, my aunt approached her first. My great aunt looked up at her for three seconds without saying a word. My aunt held her hand and re-introduced herself. My great aunt tilted her head towards her hand and kissed it. My aunt immediately lost control and cried, causing a chain reaction amongst everyone else, even myself. My great aunt kept asking her questions as if her memory was completely recovered.

There is so much history within my family that I always choose to ignore. But watching this interaction today made me feel as if I was there all along.

PS: If you are going to blog through your phone, you are going to have a bad time.

It's not too late.

So today was pretty nostalgic, for better or worse.  For one, I bumped into Emily this afternoon as Yardhouse, and it's been nearly four years since I've seen her.  She's still the same cheerful girl, and she asked if I still hang out with the group.  It's a shame that she eventually faded out of our group, but it happens.

And speaking of our group, Courtney called me today.  She sounded pretty troubled, and the reason was from a voicemail left by Sherman.  It was a pretty sour topic, but it was definitely one sided to say the least.  But because of this one voicemail, we were all able to actually "talk."  In all honestly, it's been awhile since we've had these types of conversations.  But it is nobody's fault.  Even though the voicemail caused a lot of angry reactions, I was glad it happened because I was able to clear a lot of things up with both Courtney and Sherman.  I was always hesitant to bring up certain topics with Sherman, but it all came out tonight.  I've never felt so satisfied rehashing some darker memories before.  Without getting it too deep into detail, I think we've became even closer friends tonight.

New found addiction.

Within the past week, I have fallen to Diablo's spell.  With the hype among-st my friends, I decided to be apart of this "adventure" in gaming.  So Lawrence, Ashraf, G, and myself have been saving the world ever since.  Lawrence takes form of an intelligent wizard and Ashraf takes the role of a fearless barbarian.  G plays the mysterious demon hunter as I control a honorable monk.  From sharing treasures to traveling through foreign lands, we have endured both accomplishments and defeats upon heaven and hellish realms.

Four boys clicking on their mouses while group chatting on skype, we are badasses.

Embrace the races.

My stamina is improving.  Come to think of it, I'm just working towards getting it back.  The amount of miles I ran in high school would've definitely helped if only I had continued.  It's okay though, with all this running and swimming, I'll get back on track soon enough.

With work entering it's third month, things are slowly settling down.  Having only four cases, I'm still searching for a few more to satisfy the hours.  I am, however, seeing improvement with what I am doing.  All of the concepts and strategies are becoming second nature to me.  Also, one of my supervisors was nice enough to start teaching me sign language. I just need to get more engaged with the overall idea of "work."

Throwback Thursday

On January of 2009, I took up snowboarding.  I was able to purchase all the equipment at nearly half cost due to my connections at Chick's Sporting Goods and Sport Chalet at the time.  Brian, Glenn, and Andrew have always talked about snowboarding in the Summer prior, so I was getting pretty hyped for the season. However, they ended up not going at all that season, so I went with my co-workers.

The first trip was a success.  Falling was anticipated, but I picked it up relatively fast and I was ready to go again.  The second trip, however, was a different story.  We managed to get nearly a third of the employees to go, so it was starting out to be a fun day.  The weather was great; I was able to wear a thin long-sleeve and still feel the sun's rays.  The session was about over and we decided to make one.....last....trip.

On my way down, I notice Mike, Erin, Tony, and Darren just sitting towards the side.  I joined them, realizing that they were debating about attempting this box that was towards the end.  Erin was scared, and she said that if I'd do it, she would follow.  After a short chat, I told them I was going to go first.  So I went, with this immature confidence.  As I quickly approached the box, I gained more speed than I had anticipated.  For a person that barely got the hang of it, I immediate realized I had no idea what I was doing.  As I lifted off the incline, the weight of my body drew backwards, exposing my body horizontally towards the box.  My tailbone was the first the make contact with the box, then my body just slid across the rest of it.

It happened so fast, and before I knew it I was already on the floor on the other end.  I heard gasps from the people all around, and I couldn't feel the lower half of my body.  Mike was the first to approach me, and I just told him "take off the bindings, take off the bindings.."  He removed the board from my feet, and I just laid there on my stomach.  The pain was indescribable, but I remember my whole body shaking uncontrollably.  I also remembered Rhea, Brock, and Nick finding us there.  I noticed Erin crying because she kept telling me it was her fault.  Everything was such a blur, at one point I even thought I was going to be paralyzed.  Then finally a girl came to my aid.  Her name was Bambi, and all of us started joking about her name and my failure.  I was then placed on a sled, attached to her snowmobile, and she drove me all the way down to the medical center.

Something else happened in that room, but I will refrain from writing it. I'll remember it just by reading this post. Anyways, I ended up with a fractured tailbone and was required to sit on a doughnut looking cushion for about a month.

Ever since I joined the Instagram community, I've noticed a trend a pictures being posted on every Thursday.  They are simply old, often nostalgic, pictures that people want to bring back to share, calling it Throwback Thursday.  However, I want to start something like that on my blog.  Instead of pictures, I want to write a piece on a fond or special memory of mine prior to having this blog. I've always regretted myself for not making this blog sooner, but I guess here is my chance to recall some of those memories on record.

Hold still, please.

I finally took my camera out a couple days ago. It's been awhile since I just focused shooting in an outing. But unfortunately it didn't last as long as I wanted it to, but it was a good start. I just need to find that something to spark my interest to engage.

Also, things have been looking up. I've never felt this content in a long while. Maybe cause I'm actually doing the things in which I enjoy, and the things that are obviously good for me. I thank my friends for the all the cardio activities that I am doing. I would have never expected to see my self running or swimming for a routine, but here I am. I am definitely seeing improvement, and boy does it feel good.

Hotdog cravings.

I was never much of a hotdog boy, but I've been craving it a lot more lately.  I'm sure the Dodgers' game played a big part to building that up for me.  Speaking of which, it was my first ever Dodgers' game this past weekend, and what a great game to start it all off!  Rachel tried her best to filled me in on certain political aspects of the game.  The game started off pretty slow and uninteresting since no one scored till the 8th inning.  The game eventually went into overtime and the Nationals failed to make a run, so it was up to the Dodgers to finish it then and there.  There was so much hype for the next batter, Matt Kemp.  The stadium played a montage of his feats throughout the season and the fans were cheering "MVP."  I've never witnessed so much pressure for one single person in my life, I felt sorry for the guy.  He came out swinging two strikes, causing many fans to grow silent from they positive cheers.  But before the stadium completely lost its hope, he delivered a powerful contact with the third pitch.  As the ball soars through the air, the roars from the crowd exploded as it passes the outfield.  Just like that, Dodgers won a game in a very close and rare situation.  What a game to see live. 

Slam the flower!!

This past weekend was pretty awesome.  Saturday was our second, and much harder, obstacle run.  With a name like Mud Factor, they focused heavily on mud.  The combo of hot weather and poor organization led to a horrible start, but the overall run was pretty fun for me.  I'm not sure how long this trend will continue to keep up with us, but I think it is actually improving my stamina tenfold.

A few hours later was our usual drinknight with the group.  Waldo was the host this time around.  Played a few games of beerpong and chandeliers until Rocke introduced us to a new game, Flower.  Skeptical to how it was played, the group was at first nonchalant about it, but it quickly became a hit.  This will definitely be a game to include for future kickbacks.

I had the pleasure to grab breakfast with both Brians and had a good chat afterwards.  I then made a visit to Lawrence's pad that night to check out his new set up of magical equipment.  The night was spent slaying monsters and escaping demons. :)

Such a relieving sight.

I've been noticing a positive vibe lately.  My friends are able to comfortably hang out alongside each other, with or without my presence.  It was something that I had wished to happen years ago, but never had such luck.  But now is better than ever, because I am definitely seeing strength in this.  From the improv to volleyball, beerpong to summer trips, we are all getting more used to doing the inviting without my approval, :).

There were of course some people that I have obviously tried to bring in, but with no avail.  No matter the consistency of my attempts, there was no commitment from the other end.  

I know I've killed a few.

I've been on a hiatus with photography lately, as one would have noticed with the dullness of my posts lately.  Despite the fact, I was able to meet up with an old coworker a few weekends back.  Casey is possibly the most experience and knowledgeable photographer that I personally know.  We walked around Downtown Claremont, snapping photos and discussing various aspects of taking photos.  He recently started his own wedding photography business, I hope that guy does big things or else I wouldn't stand a chance in the market.

On that note, I was contacted by someone in regards to my work.  She is interested in having me do her engagement photos with her fiancee this Summer.  I felt so flattered to be referred by my friend for this project, so hopefully everything pulls through and I'll be able to help them out! :)

One last thing, Instagram is pretty damn neat.

"What might have been lost"

Without a doubt, the best show I have ever seen.

With Sharon Van Etten and Bon Iver checked off, I now have Margot and possibly Thrice to look forward to. Also, people that go to shows just to obnoxiously talk through the songs are douche bags.

IWavid

Classic IPod, IPod Touch, IPhone4

I now own all three of these Apple products.  For a man that doesn't have a lot of money, this is pretty outrageous.  So now, I have one strictly for music.  The other is strictly for games since it is already jailbroken.  The IPhone does the rest.  I have been pretty far behind in technology since I barely own my first smartphone.  I'm slowly getting used to all the applications and shortcuts that the data plan provides, but I must admit, its pretty awesome.  I just hope I don't get too dependent on these advances, or else I would be a lost soul if they were to disappear on me, haha.

What kind of dream is this?

Everything is slowly coming back.  I think I'm forever stuck in this trap.  Help.

Warrior's Dash

So I overcame a relatively huge feat this weekend.  I challenged the Warrior's Dash with Lawrence, Brian, and Amy on Saturday.  A 5k obstacle course in Lake Elsinore that housed thousands of challengers.  The overall run wasn't so bad, but I was pretty winded after the water portion.  The finish line was satisfying, and I am looking forward to joining more of these races.

Don't worry, don't worry.

One of my kids said that to his mom today.  That really hits it home for me.

I had to lead.

I mean, I'm not used to being in this position, so maybe I'm handling it all wrong.  

School day's over.

My term with THINK Together has reached its end.  Just like I anticipated, it was a very sad departure.  Parents, school staff, volunteers, coworkers, and of course the students all gave me their best wishes and love.  I don't think I have ever given that many hugs in one afternoon in my life.  One third grader in particular said a few things that cause me to tear up instantly.  Luckily no one noticed as I just continued to send each student off to their parents.  I promised them that I will be visiting at least once a month for the remaining school year, and that's a promise I won't break.  Thank you for all the experience you have given me to work with the youth, and I'm sure you will find someone even better to take my place.  Take care, Granite Hill.

The first of many to come.

Yesterday was Shannon/Mikol's wedding. It was my first experience attending a wedding of a friend, let alone being the photographer for it.  Despite the scheduling conflict due to my work, I was able to get in one quality hour of shots.  I've known Shannon for about 9 years now, and our friendship was humorously sparked through instant messaging in junior high/high school.  We have all grown up so much, and she looked stunningly beautiful yesterday.  Congratulations!

Video Games #1

I'm honestly glad to have video game sessions with Hannah.  Playing video games with a little sister is rejuvenating to the mind.  Our genre of games are mainly revolved around zombies so far.  First it was Left 4 Dead 2, and now it's Minecraft.

As for Minecraft, I am extremely looking forward to our survival.  I think I may start a blogging series about it on here, even perhaps adding screenshots.  We will see if it's entertaining enough to write, haha.

Behavioral Therapist

That will be my new title now. I will be working for California Psychcare and things are looking brighter.  Thanks to Alyssa, I am able to broaden my experience with youth services.

I am going to miss THINK Together, being it my last day this Friday.  

Another set of keys.

Thanks to Danny, I was able to purchase his wooden upright piano.  It was an offer I couldn't just let it slip by, so with the help of some friends, I was able to transport that beauty back to my house.  It now lays in the vacant bedroom downstairs.  Which gives me the motivation of the long awaited project of turning that place into my recording room.  I think I will start doing that by next week, slowly transferring all musically related items down.  Let's see how this will turn out.

Back in the scene.

It's been about a year since I've been to a show.  But coming back to three of my favorite artists is an awesome way to return to the scene.  This caused me to look back at the old ticket stubs I've collected over the past six years.  Here's a record of the artists I have seen.

• Augustana
• Bob Dylan
• Castledoor (x2)
• Cinematic Sunrise
• Conor Oberst
• Daphne Loves Derby
• Eisley
• Elton John
• Everybody Else
• Fleet Foxes
• Gogol Bordello
• Honorary Title
• Iron and Wine
• James Taylor
• Jenny Lewis
• Kevin Devine
• Mae
• Minus the Bear
• Moving Units (x2)
• My American Heart
• Plain White T's
• Rooney
• Saosin
• Shout Out Louds
• The Swell Season
• Thrice
• Wakey Wakey
• We Shot the Moon
• Young the Giants

I've most likely missed a few, but thank goodness I am finally adding more to this list.

Thank you, THINK.

Despite the rough and bitter moments we had towards the end, I am still grateful for all the things you have taught me.  I would've never thought that I would follow the career path of education.  I am going to miss these kids, and I hope I would get to have plenty of chances to visit them.  Thank you for giving me the experience, and thank you for trusting me with the responsibilities.  I once thought that I could've excel within the company, but I guess we weren't that great of a match in the end.  It's been a fun two years, go Astros!

I submitted my two weeks notice yesterday, so the countdown to the last day will be bittersweet.   

Words of the Irish

School days over, come on then John,
Time to be getting your pit boots on,
On with your sark and moleskin trousers,
It's time you were on your way,
Time you were learning the pit man's job
And earning the pit man's pay.

Come on then Jim, it's time to go,
Time you were working down below,
Time to be handling a pick and shovel,
You start at the pits today,
Time you were learning the collier's job
And earning the collier's pay.

Come on then Dai, it's almost light,
Time you were off to the anthracite,
The morning mist is on the valley,
It's time you were on your way,
Time you were learning the miner's job
And earning the miner's pay

School days over, come on then John,
Time to be getting your pit boots on,
On with your sark and moleskin trousers,
It's time you were on your way,
Time you were learning the pit man's job
And earning the pit man's pay.

Lots of positive pending.

This month has been scarce with posts, so lets try and catch up a bit.

I recently came back from my second Vegas trip of the year, but this time it was with the family.  My responsibilities this time around required more sobriety and patience, since my main job was to babysit my four nieces and nephews. Went bowling, animal watching, arcade farming, street shows hopping, and McDonald's grubbing.  It wasn't as bad as I had anticipated, although I would've preferred to be at home instead.

It was also Marty's birthday celebration last Friday night.  Due to the Vegas trip, I was limited to the length of time I can stay at 2nd Ave. in Upland.  That bar has a really good deal for birthday parties, which I still don't understand why they offer that, haha.  Drinks after drinks were being purchased for the boy and it seemed like he was having a good time before I left.

Lawrence came back home this weekend as well, but it wasn't until yesterday that I we finally met up.  It feels much more different this time around since we don't have a limited time to hang out.  There's a good chance that he might be moving in at my house, that should be intense if it does indeed happen, haha.

As for work, Think Together is slowly coming to an end for me.  Hopefully everything works out next week.  If so, I'll be putting in my two weeks and move on, :/.

Harassment

This might be the first time in a long while where I actually feel uncomfortable at work.  We've had a new supervisor fill in for the past month since Natalie had to go into surgery, resulting with a medical leave.  This new SC can be very energetic, which is a good quality to have to be an Site Coordinator.  However, she can also be very annoying as a coworker, especially if she has feelings towards you.  The way she flirts isn't even adorable, it's towards the obnoxious side.  She finds the most inappropriate times to tell me about her love life, and how lonely she is.  She often asks me to accompany her to random places after work, but I consistently refuse.  It's at the point where I don't even want to be alone with her because its a guarantee that she will create some awkwardness.  The only responses I ever give back from those flirtations were a simple laugh followed by a shrug.  I never thought I would complain about sexual harassment upon myself, but here it is folks.  It's awkwardly frightening.

Beverino and Moscato

Those are the two of the few drinks in which I actually enjoyed at the wine tasting yesterday.  Thanks to Briamy for letting Marty and I accompany them on their anniversary celebration.  Despite the freezing weather, the location was beautiful and relaxing.  I still haven't acquired that taste for wine yet, but this was surely a good experience.

On a side note, I have decided to start up the DWP again!  It has been nearly two years since we had that one jam session, but I think its time that we continue where we left off.  I need to work out a weekly set meeting around everyone's busy schedule, but I am excited to start this up again.

Attractiveness

I find women that are independent to be extremely attractive.

One night of magic rush.

Heartbeats

with my little sister.

Saw this awhile back.

I always come back to it in times of stress.

Two of my favorite artists collaborating; this is the music I want to make someday.

Just harmonize everything.

Marty and I finally finished our second song.

Southbound

 

The kind of person.

Almost everyone is sensing this build up of awkwardness.  We all got a good thing going here, but we just don't know how to handle this situation delicately.  This is getting ridiculous.

Losing the passion.

These 5th and 6th graders are pushing my patience.  This age of "know-it-all" attitude is too overwhelming to deal with.  I miss my 2nd/3rd graders a lot, and I want to go back.  I'm starting to rethink if teaching is a lifelong path I should take.  Graduate school application deadlines are going to sneak up on me, and I'm not sure if I'm committed to this just yet.

I used to love 6th grade, that was one of my funnest years of my childhood.  But now I can't help but feel sorry for my teacher at the time, because I'm sure he was a miserable man having to deal with us assholes.  Thanks Mr. Rosenbloom.

A messy composition

I've been thinking about my old friends a lot lately, and I miss them all very much.  No matter how much they have changed for the better or worse, I still truly miss them.  Christine sent me a birthday postcard (reminding me her outrageously neat writing), and I wish she was here to record with me again.  Lawrence will be home in one more month, so I'm anxious to welcome him home again (for good this time).  I had the fortunate opportunity to grab a drink with Sherman last weekend.  Despite how much he has changed due to some unfortunate variables, I still sense his old and spiteful self that we all related to.  This past winter break was festive, and Courtney played a big part of it.  Knowing the fact that I won't be able to see her for 7 or 8 months is unsettling, :(.  I was at Cal Poly the other day, and I had flashbacks of the places where I would meet up with people on campus as I walked by them.  Suddenly, Michelle texted me asking I was on campus. I felt like I was in college again.  A few weeks ago, Elias came by my house with a big smile, bearing equally big news.  That boy is getting married!  I've known him for eleven years, and he will be relocated to Missouri.

So many people come and go, but only a few manages to linger on to make a impact in shaping my life.

I used to be so much more social, making new friends was second natured.
I used to be so much more adventurous, with consequences neglected.

I don't go to shows anymore.
I don't drive out to new places anymore.
I don't make the same effort anymore.

This blog is turning out to be all over the place with no structure at all.  I hate that, and yet I'm pretty positive that I will just leave it as it is.  My mom asks me why some of my old friends don't come over anymore, and sometimes I don't even have an answer for her.

I just want to throw a massive party and have everyone that I have once adored to attend, haha.

I don't believe in magic.

It is not a nice gesture to take advantage of someone that was being completely open and vulnerable towards you.  The sentimental attachment and commitment can only take so much indifference.  We've known each other for a long time now, but you are starting to act abnormal.  If the tension is that strong, then let's not keep this tease up.  I've been through this situation way too often, so often that I have lost all sense of confidence in myself.  I believe I have posted about this subject before, but it's getting in my head.

Sometimes

Sometimes you don't need to be cheered up.
Instead you want to just let it all out.
It ironically makes you feel better.

My condolences. 

Nuzlocke challenge.

Marty and I just started our Pokemon Nuzlocke Challenge yesterday. This addiction is very nostalgic.

Oh, and Megan sings way too loud, haha!

I'll keep waiting.

I guess I won't be attending this year's Coachella. Sigh, it's been six straight years where I was determined to attend.  It always catches me at a bad time with money or finding company.  I want to experience this event just once, especially with a great line-up.  Maybe next year then, I'm still young.

Final day - Poopscapades

We woke up next morning and stayed in the room for an extra hour after check out. We cleaned up what felt like a war zone, and reclaimed all our belongings that were scattered all around.  At about 10:30am, I get a call from Justin saying that he is downstairs in need of a room key.  I'm glad he was still alive, and that he didn't get booked for a DUI in the process.

We decided to have one final visit with the reliable food court before we start our long drive home.  I went home in a different car than I originally arrived in, due to certain accommodations I had to make.  Having realized that I had lost my keys, my day started off pretty bummy.  But it quickly changed with both Brians and Amy in the car ride home.

MFK, top 5, top 10, petpeeves, instagrams, seaweed, 5 chins, making bears, gas relief pills, dwayne johnson, pornstars, kate beckinsale, and balloon knots.

We finally arrived back to my house and exchanged our meaningful goodbyes.  A few of us decided to have one more dinner together before completely our departure, so we decided on Pho!

Four months of preparation wasn't enough for this past weekend.  Needless to say, I feel pretty bummed out being back home due to how much enjoyment was had.  I've been hesitant about starting this blog because I wouldn't know where to begin, but this is the best I could do without leaving anything out.   The results of the trip was just how I nearly imagined it, going at it "full retard."

Third Night - Moist and Beany Clams

The next morning was lazy, with Marty and I fake sleeping for 2 hours overhearing conversations and gossips.  Brian, Amy, and Megan's plan for the jacuzzi was foiled by an unexpected "hurricane." Rocke came back from the Excalibur with the relative news of "crazy winds."  Tao was then quickly decided as the best choice for the night since it was located in the same building.  Brian, Amy, and I had lunch at the usual food court, catching up and laughing at all the mishaps that have occurred so far.  I finished my wine with pizza, and became insanely sleepy. But that didn't stop me from joining Marty, Justin and Megan in a gambling session.

ATM fees, learning craps, comedic dealers, "spankbank," Justin looking 14, Marty looking 18 with beard, lovely blackjack dealer, cheap drinks, worse ice tea ever, Justin losing his I.D., failed plan to get more free drinks, racist slot machines.

Nighttime came, and this was going to be our last hurrah in Vegas.  The drinks that were left in the room weren't ideal, but we did what we could.  This night marked the most drunk I've gotten all weekend, cause I don't even remember much to write on, so I'll try my best.

"Ball so hard,""That shit cray,""I look swoll,""George croooney," being talkative, new faces, me paying twice as much than the other guys, open bar for ladies, small and breezy balcony, Jena stealing shots like a ninja, leaving relatively early with Briamy. 

Got surprised back at the room by Rocke and his friend, we quickly left for Walgreens in hope for some cheap beer, but Brian forgot his I.D.  So we ate some bacon cheese fries and waited at the lobby for everyone to meet up with us.  I found some white cotton/fake snow in the lobby and proceeded to make eyebrows out of them.  I remember desperately trying to get on top of a ledge to sit, but failed to do so as Amy got up easily with the help of Brian :(.  I also remember Amy throwing her life savings away at a lion head fountain, and Rocke finding us somehow at the casino floor.  We decided that room service would be the best option since we were all extremely tired.

Delicious pizza, candle lit occasion being spoiled, "I'm very small so I can fit in there," nicknames for sexual organs, flowers and rods and gazongas, talking to Waldo on the phone.

I ended up sleeping on the splooge bed. Ew.
Oh and also, we lost fucking Justin again for the third night straight.

Second Night - That Shit Cray

The next morning was dreadful for at least half of us. We spent nearly half the day at the room just to recover before we set off to XS at the Encore.

Dry heaving, drunk breakfast with Marty, Caillou fuckin up, hot cheetos with jalapeno cheese, card games with Jena, getting bags of ice, discovering wine and 7-up.

We pregamed for XS with a few games of King's Cup, arguably some of the best round's I've ever played.  It was this game that helped me finish 1 and a half bottles of wine.

Mimicking dance moves, accents, captains and chiefs, making new curse words, pointing, nicknames, presidents, rhymes, "Are you a lesbian?"

XS was a very nice club, especially with the awesome hook up that Andrew Austria provided.  With that mentality in mind, I decided to spend more money haha.  Just like the night before, things happened here that caused my drunkeness to quickly sober up, but I'm glad I did cause I was getting very sleeping half way through the dancing. We also lost Justin for a brief moment again due two lovely ladies.  I smoked too many cigarettes in that club, and drank too much wine.  Rocke and I were the first to leave the club because we wanted some food.

Megan and Deshonda, creepers that were twice my size, fist pumps, lion fist, Denny's with Rocke, good discussion, making eye contacts, Denny's again with the rest of the gang.

The night ended with a 3-way spoonfest with Marty and Justin, with me being in the vulnerable middle position.  Oh well, it's Vegas, haha.

First night - Ocean's Erreven

Wasn't sure how to approach this writing piece, but I guess I'll start from the beginning.

A few of us were determined to get in a bonus night at Vegas ever since the Hilton rejected us.  With Justin and Rocke being the drivers, we arrived at Venetian a little past midnight and chaos quickly ensued.  We had about 5 hours to kill since Justin paid our way to an earlier check-in the following day.

Parking lot drinks, ice hunting, 1 bill on black, boy band pictures, "Ocean's Ereven," Amy's overpriced mixed drinks, Justin's double shots of Patron, 3-finger limo-driver Bryan, and shady stripclub promoter Mike.

Within 5 minutes of talking with Mike, we find ourselves in a limousine heading to Treasures.  Long story short, we lost both Marty and Justin near the end of the night.  Everyone was ready to head back to crash, but I somehow managed to sober up and headed back into the club.  I found Justin in the restroom thinking he was taking a shit, but after a few minutes of waiting I decided to push along the stall door to notice it was unlocked.  And there he was just bent over, head over toilet.  After five minutes of deciphering what had happened, he was able to get on his two feet.  With Justin exiting the club to join the others, I noticed Jena being on the phone yelling at a dancer that took Marty's phone.  So I stormed back in, pushing away waitresses and dancers and walked onto the private booths section. It was extremely dark, so I got close to every booth and peeked over each dancer to see if it was Marty behind them.  I finally found him, and the dancer stopped me from grabbing him.  I tried my best but she was persistent, so I left and told Marty to call me when he was done.

Rocke's thug connection with the driver, Justin's horrific signature, carrying Justin to the room, discovering the automated curtains, Marty's paranoia of the tile flooring, carrying Marty to the room.

A good start to vegas, :)